OMIGOD GUYS. OMIGOD.
6 months
hehe, i reallllly hope you see this. But hmm where should i start, i’ll start off by saying that these past 6 months have been the best of my life. I’m not even joking, you’ve always kept me up when I was down, and you’ve made me a better man. You make me feel so special and alive, I honestly can’t imagine my future without you in it. I’m not rich, I’m not famous, I’m not best looking guy in the world, and yet I feel like I still am the luckiest guy that has ever lived. I wish the whole world could see this, to see how much I truly love you, but this doesn’t even represent a fraction of my affection for you. You know how sometimes, I just sit there and watch you? Yeah, that’s just me admiring you, thinking about how much I love you and how fucking grateful I am to be able to hug you, kiss you, and call you mine. This post is like dripping with cheese, but I don’t give a shit, it’s really how I feel about you. Talking to you about the future and all of that stuff, even about kids is probably fast and really weird for other couples, but for us, it feels so normal, and nothings ever made me smile so much like an idiot. I love all of the things we do, the little ones like mini traditions. Like our handshake, how you kiss me on the cheek if my voice cracks, the way your like nails approach my hand when we begin to hold hands, how we try to walk with the same feet and steps so everything is in perfect sync, how we absentmindedly seduce each other in class, how we thumb-wrestle with our little rewards for the winner, I could go on forever but I don’t want to bore you. You’ve influenced my behavior and my feelings toward certain things so easily, and I really really really really really hope you stay in my life forever and ever x infinity ;3. I like how I can be so comfortable around you, but at some things, I can get so nervous that I practically shit my pants. <— I hope that didn’t ruin the serious mood of this haha. Hmm, now about your present, ‘HOLY FUCKING CRAPPP’ is all i can say when I go through each file, it’s so amazing, if you asked me to describe your present in just “one word”, my head would fucking explode trying to think of it, that would probably be the same case if you asked me to describe the present in “500 words”. I love every part of it. I wish I was this creative and talented to make something for you that was even comparable to the gifts your make/give me. I’m still going over your present and I really wish you were here right now babe, cause I wouldn’t let you go. If this made you fall asleep, I wouldn’t even mind, cause then I’d be able to play with your hair >:]. I like how every song in it has to do with us, or like how it relates so well. I can’t believe you made something like this, it makes me head hurt to imagine if I tried to do something like this. And even though its only 6 months of our ever-lasting relationship, I don’t want you to feel like the present needs to get better as we go on, because it really doesn’t. I know you like doing this, but I just want you to know, that just a day like we spent today at the park is all I really want. But anyways, the thesis of this essay LOL, would have to be: I love you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH from deep down in my crazy-beating heart, and that we are inseparable (or at least that no one could detach me from you when I next see you next).
With much love from your boyfriend,
Arjun Nayak
P.S. You should stuff your shirt with pillows the cushion the monster hug you’re going to receive on Monday, unless you want ALL of your ribs to be crushed.
P.P.S. o o x x o o X o X X x (hehe ask me to explain this when you see this)
Winged Glory.
Ahhhh I’m still drowing in a sea of regret -__-. I should’ve just left it and gave it to you so you could break it and i wouldn’t feel bad LOL. But whatever i should have expected it cause it was so cheap. Even though I messed up you still love me? I guess I can’t ask for anything better than this. Oh god i suck at this tumblr stuff, am i supposed to like bold stuff? Or like italicize or cross out things to make a point? Hmm whatever i don’t think this tumblr will last very long anyways, I’ll probably make an actual one and post troll memes :D
If you see this, I love you ;3
